Act One, Scene One
1. About me I am a girl, one of many... 2. Cacoethes Scribendi catalogued bitterness 3. Graphics self-explanatory

Library
4. Man's Subliminal God misanthropic philosophy from church of euthanasia member hermies purrbuckets 5. Life and Suicide of Mister Mary Holiday "What a wonderful time for a mass-murder suicide"

Music
6. Index the jamboree, home of the hits
7. Brand New biography, photos, videos, everything you ever wanted to know 7.5. Brand New extras all the stuff that didn't make the main page graphics, iceberg chart, inspired by old BN fanlistings 8. The Blood Brothers "bulimic rainbows vomit what? burn, piano island, burn!" all the songs, lyrics, and info from their 2003 record. pink tarantula teeth in pina coladas.

contact
see me here. talk to me here.
hear me here. ... and here.
hate me here. comment... or die!

.44 caliber
love letter
straight from my heart
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welcome to fourty-four caliber dot net
the manic depressive's anti-social rainy day activity book
You are visitor #337,380 Since April 12, 2021

Currently listening:
Sifting through weathered photo albums
(Does it make a difference? This is the way it is)
Looking for gloriously aged polaroids of places you've never been
(You think it really would make a difference?)
(Would I hang on the beach in perfect black and hide?)
(I broke through this hollow shell that once held me so tight)
(I couldn't breathe)
A place to accept you don't exist
(Come with me, jump off the edge)

Smile for the camera, sweetheart
I really wanna immortalize this moment
Just remember the first step in forgetting
Is destroying all the evidence
With friends like you
Who needs subtext?

This is a .44 caliber love letter straight from my heart

With a gun, make your shot
Let's hope for better shit
That reason for separation
Straight from my heart, christened by your bullet
I'm losing patience Well, I guess it's my own fault
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★ 		latest update...
Finally a new homepage! I had the previous one since January of 2023 with very few changes over the years. After growing very tired of my website, I decided that making something new from scratch might help me get out of my creative rut. That being said... is it even that different?? hah-hah. Only issue is that I couldn't make any room for all of my precious 100x100 graphics.

If you find yourself missing the old layout, you can still see it here.

ALSO: I redid the Blood Brothers page because I just wasn't too sure about the original one. Lots to read on this new one! Similarly to the homepage, you can still view the original version here.