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fourty-four caliber love letter

stolen from some great writer
(lyrics and other things i didn't write)
young and aspiring
(about me)
the story so far
(blog/diary)
fanpages
cat marnell
brand new
the academy is...
collections
cds / records / cassettes
kpop photocards
music ramblings
links
(other sites + some videos)
archive
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about

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"a struggling project due to perfectionism and the need to conform..."

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Since April 12, 2021

to best enjoy this website, sit on something with back support, wear loose fitting clothing, avoid overhead lighting. to best understand the material, work part time, make less than $20,000 a year, grow your hair out, live under constant threat of eviction, wait until your bills arrive in pink envelopes before paying them, have highly personal and easily misunderstood goals, wake after nine but before noon, have roomates regardless of your age, be a success sexually but remember your failures, understand the world wasn't made for you, understand your parents are just people and be nice to them based on merit, have definite opinions but understand the world does not care, judge people on how they will fit into a D&D campaign, love animals, do not treat retarded people like lepers, really don't treat lepers like lepers, be kind to people, do not be afraid of other people's opinions, understand art has a context and don't dismiss things outright, don't be married, do not have children, avoid hard drugs (they make you talk too loud and that's annoying), understand people have the right to be tasteless, approach doors with confidence and not fear, attach yourself to people who are funny, distance yourself from uptight squares, embrace the meteor, try new things.