It's an incredible and unlikely story that brings the molecules inside each and every one of us to the point where they are now. Ten billion years ago, superhot, super huge, and very short-lived stars exploded into supernovas, and where once there were only the two basic elements of helium and hydrogen, every element in the universe, fused from smaller nuclei during the life of the star, was hurled outwards in clouds of dust. And eventually those bits of matter got caught up in larger clouds of matter, and then things like our solar system were formed.

And I'll skip the last five billion years. They're less romantic than you might think.

I'm not an interesting person so that's why I only exist on the internet. And even then, there's not much to write, is there?

I am: Vivian and twenty years old and living in the United States and a manic depressive. I don't have great social skills and get fatigued easily so most of my time is spent alone in my room. It's a wasted life.

I'm into: Brand New, Glassjaw, Fall Out Boy, and other similar bands. Also, The Church of Euthanasia, alt.suicide.holiday, personal websites from the 2000s and late 90s - early 2000s internet in general, kpop girl groups (current faves are twice and le sserafim), Stephanie Lawson Stevens, beanie babies, pop punk and post hardcore (not too much into emo bands as of late), sanrio, Zero Day (2003), Anatomy of Hell (2004), Lilya 4-Ever (2002), and various other things mentioned throughout this website... Favorite books are Invisible Monsters and The Bell Jar. Currently reading You Must Remember This by Joyce Carol Oates.

I have a road-map carved in my arm. At first I didn't understand why but then I realized it was there to show me which way to go.

quiz results:

your beanie companion is: snip which beanie baby is your true companion?