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A place just to ramble about music ♡ I've always been into emo music from the 2000's, especially comically pathetic lyrics. This page is self explanatory, I don't know what else to write here. Click one of the gawddamn sidebar links!
CD Collection (hover for titles ♡):

The Academy Is... Almost Here

The Academy Is... Santi

The Academy Is... Fast Times At Barrington High

The All-American Rejects Move Along

Brand New Your Favorite Weapon

Brand New Deja Entendu

Brand New The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me

Brand New Science Fiction

Blur Parklife

Fall Out Boy Take This to Your Grave

Fall Out Boy From Under the Cork Tree

Fall Out Boy Infinity on High

Fall Out Boy Live in Phoenix

Fall Out Boy Folie a Deux

Fall Out Boy Save Rock and Roll

Fall Out Boy American Beauty / American Psycho

Franz Ferdinand Franz Ferdinand

Grimes Oblivion

Grimes Art Angels

Mayday Parade A Lesson in Romantics

Midtown Forget What You Know

My Chemical Romance Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge

My Chemical Romance May Death Never Stop You

Panic! at the Disco A Fever You Can't Sweat Out

Panic! at the Disco Pretty. Odd.

Radiohead Pablo Honey

Radiohead The Bends

A Static Lullaby ...And Don't Forget To Breathe

Taking Back Sunday Tell All Your Friends (20th Anniversary)

Taking Back Sunday Louder Now

Thrice The Artist In The Ambulance

Thursday Full Collapse

Touché Amoré Lament

twenty one pilots Blurryface
I'm not going to transcribe my spotify wrapped because it's kind of boring and everything can be seen on my last.fm, important thing is that I was in the top .001% listeners of The Academy Is...! My first thought was "How embarassing!", and my second thought was, "oh, that's actually kinda cool. they're a good band". Top artists & top track by them, quickly!

1. The Academy Is... You Might Have Noticed
2. Brand New Sic Transit Gloria... Glory Fades
3. La Dispute Nobody, Not Even the Rain
4. Say Anything Admit It!!
5. Armor For Sleep Car Underwater

Yes I know I'm a big fake and a garbage human being and a poser and all that because 3/5 of those songs are in the like top 3 of those bands' most popular songs. Hopefully next year I can prove myself as the ultimate elitist emo listener that I attempt to present myself as. (At least my top Brand New track on last.fm is Flying at Tree Level so anyone who goes to their top listeners automatically knows that I'm cooler than everyone...)
every song rec i've put on this site in the past year:
Judas Kiss The Academy Is...
Pour Yourself A Drink The Academy Is...
The More You Talk The Less I Hear Armor For Sleep
Nobody, Not Even the Rain La Dispute
like blood from a stone Old Gray
Sic Transit Gloria... Glory Fades Brand New
The Recluse Cursive
The Night Life The Starting Line
Dream to Make Believe Armor for Sleep
First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice La Dispute
Bianca Devins XO willow
After The Last Midtown Show The Academy Is...
SCENES FROM HIGHWAYS 1981-2009 La Dispute
Title Track Death Cab for Cutie
Art Official Touche Amore
Eau d' Bedroom Dancing Le Tigre
Dog Song Sweet Pill
Silencer mewithoutYou
Harder Harmonies La Dispute
Screaming Loathe
Honest Sleep Touche Amore
Same Logic/Teeth Brand New
Always and Never Silverstein

October Albums:
La Dispute Wildlife La Dispute Rooms of the House
Touché Amoré Parting The Sea Between Brightness And Me La Dispute Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair
Taking Back Sunday Tell All Your Friends Cute Is What We Aim For The Same Old Blood Rush With A New Touch
Taking Back Sunday Where You Want to Be Silverstein Discovering the Waterfront
Uffie Sex Dreams and Denim Jeans Cansei de Ser Sexy Cansei de Ser Sexy
The Pom-Poms The Pom-Poms Ladytron 604
Fall Out Boy From Under the Cork Tree Chicks On Speed Will Save Us All

November Albums:
Loathe I Let It In And It Took Everything Brand New The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me
Title Fight Shed La Dispute Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair
Sweet Pill Where the Heart Is Touché Amoré / La Dispute Searching For A Pulse / The Worth Of The World
Touché Amoré ...to the Beat of a Dead Horse Brand New Deja Entendu
La Dispute Panorama Touché Amoré Parting The Sea Between Brightness And Me

December Albums:
Silverstein Discovering the Waterfront Brand New Deja Entendu
IVE LOVE DIVE Brand New Daisy
An In-Depth Exploration of Everything I've Ever Liked (a.k.a why I am the way that I am, plus a cleverly disguised tribute to everyone who posted emo lyrics to tumblr in the year 2014, and a weak ode to songs that make my heart drop into my stomach because I associate them with my ten-year-old self)
unfinished work in progress
last updated: dec. 12
The length of that title is only further proof that I've spent an absurd amount of time analyzing everything Fall Out Boy's ever made. Thanks to Tumblr's archive system (seriously, I can see the last 8 years of my life on one webpage...), I have evidence that I listened to the following bands: Tiny Moving Parts, Brand New, Knuckle Puck, The World is a Beautiful Place & I Am No Longer Afraid to Die, Deafheaven
Of course there's also twenty one pilots, my chem, fall out boy... even yung lean, but that's what every 10 year old listens to these days (if my internet observations are correct). My individuality complex deserves better than that!

here's a recreation of what I think my topster would have looked like in 2016:

topster as of october 2022, very loosely organized
(click for higher quality)

(Dec.13): A life of want, a life that's always longing.
We'll skip town once I'm done stalling!